introduction ,


i am a person of many layers, like an onion, or maybe even a parfait. my mind is like a labyrinth of interconnected thoughts, and you never know what kind of creature may be lurking in there. but honestly, i feel like i don't even know the half of it. i spend my days pondering if there's more to life than just listening to music, smoking weed, and going through the motions. i can't deny that i have my fair share of down moments where i'm just a sad sack staring up at the ceiling, which is covered in memories i'd rather forget. but on the bright side, i have my trusty video games, streaming, and my amazing girlfriend to keep me company. life may be a bit of a rollercoaster, but at least i have some pretty sweet distractions to keep me entertained.

oh, the life of a cabin dweller, how idyllic it sounds! i imagine waking up to the sound of birds chirping, the smell of fresh pine, and the peacefulness of the forest. my girlfriend by my side, and nothing but the simple pleasures of life to keep us entertained. we could go fishing in the nearby stream, or spend lazy afternoons cooking and painting. but alas, reality is a cruel mistress and i am stuck here in the city, with the constant distractions and dangers of the internet lurking just behind my doorstep. but who knows, maybe one day i'll be able to escape the hustle and bustle and live the cabin life of my dreams. in the meantime, i'll just have to make do with my little corner of the world and try to find some peace amidst the chaos.

✕ do not interact
i kindly ask that if you hold any form of prejudice, discrimination, or disrespectful intentions towards any group of people, please refrain from interacting with me. this includes, but is not limited to, homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism, and any request for inappropriate or sexual content. i want to create a safe and inclusive environment for everyone and any behavior that goes against that will not be tolerated. additionally, please understand that everyone has their own boundaries and comfort levels and i reserve the right to not interact with anyone who may make me feel uncomfortable or unsafe for any reason.
✓ do interact
if you share similar interests with me, then we might just hit it off! some of my favorite pastimes include playing on roblox, jamming out to emo rap and phonk, sipping on a cold monster energy drink, and immersing myself in the world of warframe. i also enjoy listening to the soothing melodies of cigarettes after sex. additionally, i am a fan of tv shows such as "the office" and i've had a blast playing video games such as portal 1 and 2, and borderlands 1 and 2. if you share any of these interests, let's chat and see where it goes! but remember, it's always good to have a diverse set of interests and we may discover some new things we both enjoy together. a bonus if you are agere friendly :).
  • name melanie / dixie ray.

  • alias mel, ray or xie.

  • age 21.

  • gender transfem.

  • pronouns they/them/she/her.

  • timezone CST.

  • astro sign sagittarius.

  • discord starrypluto

  • other extreme mommy issues.

i very much like she/her pronouns. i do also go by they/them. i enjoy being called ma'am or miss, as well. i love feminine nicknames and i enjoy embracing my identity as a trans girl.. however, please be respectful and do not ask me inappropriate questions regarding my gender or disregard my preferences. i am who i am, and i am comfortable in my own skin. if you do not respect my choices and boundaries, i will not hesitate to block you. let's all strive to be kind, respectful and understanding towards each other, regardless of our gender or pronouns.


about me ,

ㅤlikes:ㅤ i have a wide range of interests and i love to enjoy the little things in life! some of my favourites include taking long drives at night, with the stars above and a dark academia playlist on loop. nothing beats cuddling up with my significant other, feeling the warmth of our skin touching and our legs locking each other in. i am a sucker for all types of kisses, from forehead kisses, to soft neck kisses, and tummy kisses. head pats are a must. on a cold night, there's nothing i love more than a cup of hot cocoa while watching markiplier play horror games, or getting high while listening to cigarettes after sex. i also enjoy vibing to phonk while playing an intense combat game, or savoring a warm cup of tea while staring into the eyes of the person i love. i am also a music lover, i enjoy the feel of new steel guitar strings, and the sound they emit when strummed. i love the smell of vanilla and peppermint, and i am a big fan of emo rap. life is too short to not enjoy the little things and i try to make the most out of it!

ㅤdislikes:ㅤ i have to admit, mornings are not my favorite time of the day. i'm more of a night owl, i find that i'm more productive and creative during the night time. i also dislike the feeling of emptiness and loneliness that i struggle with every day. i also dislike the feeling of crying alone, without anyone to hold me. on the other hand, i also dislike people who can't respect someone's opinions and those who are mean for no reason. i'm also not a fan of lemon-flavored candy, it's just too odd for my taste. and last but not least, i dislike people who can't take me seriously, i am a force to be reckoned with, and i want to be taken seriously when i need to be. but even though i have these dislikes, i try to focus on the things i love and appreciate in life and surround myself with people who respect and accept me for who i am.

currently:
ㅤreading:ㅤ The Oath, A Prince for Jenny, Prince of Hearts: Verona Legacy.
ㅤwatching:ㅤ Alice in Borderland, Wednesday, The Office, Demon Slayer, The Imperfects, Violet Evergarden, Bluey.
ㅤplaying:ㅤ Roblox, Transformice, Fortnite, Warframe, various indie horror games, Outlast, Vampire Survivors, Orna, Sky: Children of the Light, Guardian Tales.
ㅤlistening to:ㅤ a phonk playlist, Lil Peep, XXXTentacion, Juice Wrld, Cigarettes After Sex, Lil Darkie, Melanie Martinez, Fenrir, Bytez.
favorite books / comic / webtoons
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favorite bands / music / idols
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favorite movies / shows / anime
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favorite hobbies
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